It’s disheartening to note that as the years go by that the measure of success, in our professional lives, comes not so much from actual accomplishment but from the illusion of accomplishment. I suppose I lived under the illusion that if one did their job and did it well, the byproduct of such efforts would include modest recognition and steady advancement. I see now that isn’t the case.
I struggle in my faith to remain steadfast in doing what’s right for mankind, placing others above me for a greater good, only to realize that, from a career standpoint, it’s really a path to failure. I’m dismayed by the apparent ignorance of our leaders who seem to be easily distracted and amazed by the new, shiny object. These so-called “deliverables”, that have no intrinsic value, that serve no purpose other than to draw attention, are what determines success or failure in the eyes of those that can significantly influence the life span of our careers.
Performance seems to have taken a back seat. I see, at least in my professional world, that those people who can spin a good story are viewed by their leaders as key contributors to the organization. When I sit in meetings and listen to the self-serving monologues, all that comes to mind is “.. a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.” Thank you, William Shakespeare. The ability to create a team, nurture their skills, provide guidance and leadership that ultimately leads to the success of the team is by no means essential in today’s world. Standing before your superiors and praising yourself for all that you’ve accomplished seems to be the true path to success.
I guess my choices are simple. Choose to neglect those around me and pursue the course that best serves my selfish ambitions or continue what I’ve been doing, by accepting the personal gratification that comes with serving others even if it means the possible ruin of my professional life. I’m not sure where life is taking me. I trust in God to lead me and provide for me. Whatever the future holds, I just pray for the strength and the courage to endure.
